Somedays...
That's it... just some days.
I think I may be doomed. I've been doing my best to distance myself from Joe. Not a lot, but just enough to hopefully not get so attached to him. Well..... in the past he's attempted to make me jealous. He would tell me about women he met or talked to, how they said he was cute, etc. And it never bothered me. I always had the mindset that he was an adult and could take care of himself, and that jealousy was a worthless emotion.
Last night he wanted me to farm with him. When we were getting ready to, he said another person was coming. I asked who and he said Robin. Not a problem, we've played with Robin before. He knew her before he knew me. Well, she came in and he started flirting with her. Before that didn't bother me. This time? I felt jealous. And I kept kicking myself for feeling that. Then I was angry at him. Mainly because he was making Robin uncomfortable. She knows we are dating. And she's married. So for the rest of the run I didn't say much.
The reason why I think I'm doomed? Because that shows that I care. I mean, not that I don't care, but I'm just not ready to care that much.