AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
um ya.... does anyone else feel like shit? Seriously... i thought that all of this was over and done with and if it isnt one thing its everything else... god seriously... im going insane and this isnt even my own fault this time which is seeming to make it worse.... blah blah blah... maybe ill actually go somewhere on my days off and calm down cause if it isnt my family at home... it will be the people at work that end up getting it when i explode so ya... a little trip might be nice... even though it wont be for another 5 FRICKING DAYS!!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! that should have made me feel better... but it didnt