lets see...
No I have not disappeared off the face of the earth... Im just living in my little circle of seclusion for awhile... which is different cause as most of you know I always have to be the centre of attention no matter if its bad or good... but Im done that and its time to stay in the background for awhile... I dont care if anyone thinks that im being immature or Im not being me or something cause Im sorry but screw what everyone thinks for once cause im sick of it all and its better to figure this all out now then years down the road when everyone and everything would just get way more hurt and wrecked way more than it already has... I just want to be alone... figure out everything that is running through my head... and why its running through my head... I just dont know why anything is happening and why its all happening now and im sure this just sounds like mindless chatter but I just need to get it all out... like seriously I just want to be left alone cause whatever i dug my own hole and its only me that can get back out of it but I dont want help... I want to do it myself... to see if I can... cause if I cant then I really dont know what to do with this life... considering Ive screwed myself over already but ya... so ya... lets try some sleep first.. maybe that can work...