just peachy
So tomorrow is my first day off in like ever... i was suppose to have yesterday off but i had to go in and do the order... which is normal cause i think that they just expect me to do all this crap no matter if it means that i have to put my life aside to do it... im just really annoyed right now with myself that i made a commitment to them that i really cant back out of right now but i am running myself into the ground... getting up so early every single day and then not going to bed till really late, which is usually my fault but not always, is not going over so well with my body cause it seems to not want to function anymore... like tonight i got off work, came home and just passed out on my bed for half an hour... and i still have all my homework to do too... its just so stupid and i hate it all... like im glad that i am going to school cause its what i want to do and im glad that i can still work cause that means that i will have gas money to go to school but seriously why cant someone just extend the days from 24 hours to 30 at least... thats an extra 6 hours that could be used for sleeping that im sure everyone wants... or at least i do i know... cause i have to wear tons of make up right now just to hide all the bags under my eyes... and thats not a great feeling let alone sight... *sigh* yes i know its my own fault for doing it all and that i could just quit and actually go to bed at decent times but... GOD ITS JUST NOT THAT EASY! anyways... i think i should eat something now...