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Oh my Frickin God... never in 20 million years could I have expected this to happen... if you had told me 2 weeks ago that things would be how they are right now I would have laughed so hard cause oh my god... like seriously I didnt think that it was going to work out like this... everything is just falling into place... i am going to school to do what i have always wanted and actually make something of my life, i have a friend back that i never thought i was going to talk to let alone see him again in my life, and I have a photoshoot in a week for a modelling job which is part of the agency that just signed me :D... like oh my god everyone else must see something different then what i see if these people are going to give me a job and send me to shoots and classes and pageants and stuff... like seriously everything is just working out perfectly... one bad thing though would be having to watch my 2 best friends move away slowly... so i am thinking that it may be sooner than next year that i move... cause everything that i am going to be doing is in edmonton with the agency and school... or calgary which would be really cool to since i still want to move there one day... but i will get my degree first... i just cant believe it... in a week my whole life has been turned inside out and upside down... even my father and mother are acting nicer... its like they actually realize that i graduated and even though i may not be 18 yet im still old enough to be trusted... well maybe trusted isnt the word but when mom doesnt care that im out till 6 every morning something sure has changed... oh and my dad wants to help out next year so i may be getting a new car... or just really fixing up this one... but seriously i do not see how anything else could be more perfect than this... my life has changed so much and so have i... everyone that said that i have changed your right but there is no way in hell that i would ever go back to what i was in high school... i will always have my memories, good and bad but that is enough for me... so good ridance Wetaskiwin i am done with you... im different and so much happier too... oh my god i am so glad not to be so miserable anymore... what the hell was i thinking... oh well that was then and this is now and i never have to go back to my past now and thank goodness there is the future :D