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its nights like tonight that make me realize..i really dont fit in with anybody. im not a smoker. not a big drinker. i like parties but i dont ever really know anyone so i stand around looking kind of dumb. i dunno. im sick of not fitting in with people. i dont want to smoke (ew) and i dont want to get drunk off my ass to fit in with people..but it seems like thats all everyone really has lately. a buncha friends who party.and i just dont blend well at all. i dont like it.