General breakdown.
Everything is so crazy I don't even know where to begin.
The other night I got drunk and sent stupid text messages to Andrew. Basically about my problems with out relationship that were somewhat valid.
This resulted in him being mad at me the following day. I apologized.
Then when I didn't hear from him again we were fighting. He said he likes spending time with his friends more than spending time with me. "Enjoys" them more.
I cried and all that crap.
Then I had to see him so I went to his house. We both had some semblance of mental breakdowns... Made up.
I am very confused because I don't know how to balance anything in my life. And my relationship with him is so important to me it's frightening.
I kind of feel like a mom. I'm there for people when they need security, but they don't really want to hang out with me.
I also dyed my hair and it is very very dark red. I freaked out at first because I thought it looked black. I like it now. I'll have to post pictures on facebook.
Now I'm home at 945 pm because two of my friends are on vacation together, another friend is with her boyfriend (who likes to hang out with her...), my boyfriend is at work though I don't think we'd be together anyway, and I just feel so alone all the time like some emo chick.
Who the fuck knows haha life is so scary.
The other night I got drunk and sent stupid text messages to Andrew. Basically about my problems with out relationship that were somewhat valid.
This resulted in him being mad at me the following day. I apologized.
Then when I didn't hear from him again we were fighting. He said he likes spending time with his friends more than spending time with me. "Enjoys" them more.
I cried and all that crap.
Then I had to see him so I went to his house. We both had some semblance of mental breakdowns... Made up.
I am very confused because I don't know how to balance anything in my life. And my relationship with him is so important to me it's frightening.
I kind of feel like a mom. I'm there for people when they need security, but they don't really want to hang out with me.
I also dyed my hair and it is very very dark red. I freaked out at first because I thought it looked black. I like it now. I'll have to post pictures on facebook.
Now I'm home at 945 pm because two of my friends are on vacation together, another friend is with her boyfriend (who likes to hang out with her...), my boyfriend is at work though I don't think we'd be together anyway, and I just feel so alone all the time like some emo chick.
Who the fuck knows haha life is so scary.