May 07, 2005 21:27
So these past few days have been like a roller coaster. I was either actually happy or really sad. My classes and the people in them definitley have an effect on my mood. In my first block, I talk to 2 girls. I sit in between them. Well they want me to have a boyfriend so they are trying to hook me up with this kid in our class and it is getting to the point where I just want to hit them. They write his name all over my paper and put that I love him. ERRR....The class I realized can actually be fun at times. On tuesday Dr. Burley was telling us how one of the kids in our class will probably end up ruining their lives by doing drugs, and unfortunatley, I was the chosen one.... Then on Thursday he was saying how heart rates can go up and how they can and he said that when people get nervous it will happen and he said that quiet people who have to go in front of the class are most likely to get a very high heart rate and once again I was the one that he picked on... :-( But it was all fun and games so I didnt really mind. My 2nd block still sucks. I still dont like Mrs. Arnold, but I am finally sitting with people that I know.. yay! My 3rd block and 4th block are the classes I feel the most comfortable in. I know people in both of the classes and I feel more comfortable when it comes to speaking my mind.
Sooooo....Alana decided to end our friendship. It was so stupid but whatever. I know we will be friends again in a matter of a few days. I'm not even worried about it (knock on wood). Well I can't really think of anything else to write...
ummmmmmm....I wanna see the butterfly effect..
ok bye
ohhhhhhhh.........Today for the first time in a long ass time, I went outside and "played" haha. I mean, it was me and a bunch of 8 year olds and 10 year olds, but still. We jumped rope, hula hooped, we did a 3 legged race. I was teaching the 2 girls how to do cart-wheels. It was so cute watching them. I actually had a lot of fun. But then we saw a dead baby bird and it was really sad and then the 10 year old's friend accidentally stepped on it an dall I heard was a crunching sound and then I got all sad...Oh well...I guess we will all die sooner or later. Ciao