One of the hardest things I have ever done....

[chellifaerie]

So, today I talked to Lucinda for a very long time. I realized that there was still one thing that I never told him. I never told him about what happened between me and Lee. After deciding to do this, I started thinking about our relationship and what it means to me. Ben always told me that the only reason he would ever break up with me was if I cheated on him. I was crying on the phone as I told him this. My heart broke when I heard him speak.
I am not sure exactly what's going to happen but I think we are going to be okay. And if we arent, and we break up, then I had it coming. I just hope that it ends well. I love you Ben.