Jul 04, 2004 22:50
Well it's the fourth of july. One week exactly from my Birthday. Whooooo Hoooooo!!! I'm excited cause all my friends are gonna go with me to the girly bar on saturday. The are gonna buy me a lap dance. It's awesome.
Well this year for the festivities I hung out with my family in the backyard and we let off fireworks. Brandy and I were gonna go watch them but because of the weather we didn't want to chance it. My new job is great I love it so much. It is so laid back. I am the receptionist at a security company on Eastern Ave. Going into my second week of work. They think I am funny.
In the process of filing bankruptcy and starting over again. Getting another car too.
I enjoy being single because I don't have to answer to anyone but after a while you kinda feel really lonely. I don't know what the deal is with Brandy I think she just wants to do her damn thing but still know I'm gonna be here when ever she needs to fall back on someone. Well........ I don't know??? I am totally clueless on what to do? Should I let her figure out what she wants and wait around? Or should I move on and wait for something good to fall into my lap if it hasn't already and I just haven't notived it yet? Feedback friends pleaz.