Oct 01, 2005 18:20
So today I worked 8am-2 30pm. Then went and helped at Jenna's 7th B-day party from 3-5pm. Guess how much I got paid for 2 hours?! $50!!! I'm so excited lol. I finally have money! My day still isn't over either. I have to babysit again from 8-11pm. SO that means...MORE MONEY!! hehe. This is so freakin' awesome! GO me! LOL. Well anyways...I talked to my two favorite men last night! Brian is doing well and OMG! I can't wait to see him next weekend!! I am wicked excited! Tyler is doing alright. I miss him a lot! He keeps saying how much he loves me and it just makes me feel good inside. I asked him why he loves me and here's what he said:
"It's hard to put in to words, but with you I felt at peace and now that we are talking again I am finding that I really have strong feelings for you that could never die."
::Sighs:: I really do love him! It's just so weird though b/c we picked things up like there hasn't been 2-3 years between us. It's like we've been fine all along. I don't know. I'm not complaining because I like that things aren't awkward. I just wonder...that's all. Maybe we are just meant to be together. That's perfectly fine with me...hehe :) Well, g2g eat before I head out to babysit. Call the cell later if ya wanna chat!
Love Always,
Chelsea
I love you!