Thinking about...Everything
Here I am again/ Talkin' to myself/ Sitting at a red light/ Both hands on the wheel/ How am I supposed to feel? So much running through my mind/ First you wanna be free/ Now you say you need me/ Givin' mixed signals and signs/ It's hard to let you in/ Thinkin' you might slam the brakes again/
CHORUS: Put the pedal down/ Headin' out of town/ Gotta make a getaway/ The traffic in my brains/ Drivin' me insane/ This is more than I can take/ You tell me that you love me first/ Then throw your heart into reverse/ I gotta getaway//
I can't keep comin' back to you/ Ev'ry time you're in the mood/ To whisper something sweet in my ear/ It's so hard to move on/ 'cuz every time I think you're gone/ You show up in my rear-view mirror/ Is this just a detour?/ 'cuz I gotta be sure/ That you really mean what you say?/ It's so hard to let you in/ Thinkin' you might slam the brakes again/ CHORUS
So what's everyone been up to lately? Me? Nothing much...just the same ol' same ol'. Today was my first day off in 6 days. My class got cancelled b/c my professor had jury duty. Thank God! So instead of going to class, I hung out with Bri, ran a couple of errands and worked out. My mom just got this new workout machine. It's really cool. I like it a lot. Yay! Who's gonna get in shape?! Chelsea is! LOL. But OMG! Yesterday I worked a 12 hour day. It was totally crazy. I'll have a wicked awesome paycheck next week b/c I'm working like 40+ hours this week (taxes suck, though). Ya know what? Lately I've been thinking a lot. I'm not really sure about what, though. How does that work? lol. Leave it to me to think about everything and nothing all at the same time. haha. It's so crazy how so many things have changed since I graduated last year. All of my friends are different with the exception of one or two people. I used to be so close to everyone and now all of those friendships have dwindled. I really thought that some of them would last, but I guess that I thought wrong. Oh well, I'll never forget all of the crazy things that we did and how much fun we had. I've made some really great new friends this year. I've finally been talking to Katie. We haven't talked since school got out. She's going on vacation for three weeks though, so we won't be able to hang out until she gets back :( It's good to just be talking with her again. I still haven't talked to Sara either. One of these days, I'll get around to calling her. Summer is just so hectic and doesn't feel much like summer lol. Oh No! I'm growing up...that's no good. LOL. Well, I'm gonna go. ttyl. Have a great night.
Luv Always,
<3 ME <3
Ps. I am so freakin' awake now that I worked out! I have to work in the morning though. So now I'm going to go and force myself to go to sleep. Later.