Is it Friday Yet?
It's been exactly 2 hours and 12 minutes since that man had the audacity to walk into my house and tell me that he is not going to pay child support for Michael UNLESS he gets to take him to GA every holiday and 4 weeks over the summer. I think not. I am so frustrated and pissed off right now, I could put my head through the wall.
He got my email about pressing for Child support I guess, and decided to "stop by" while he was here getting the rest of his stuff out of storage. He also had the nerve to blame everything that ever went wrong in our relationship on me! I hadn't even mentioned one thing about our 'relationship' and he goes off on a rant about how much he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, and then how I was the one that messed it all up. Um, NO.
I wish I didn't let him get to me like he does, but he knows exactly how to push every button that I have, and get my blood boiling to the point that I can either beat the hell out of something or sit here and cry - the latter of which I have been doing since he left. I don't know, it just seems like he's more confused about his life and everything in it than I've ever been with "us". Who knows.
Anyway, I talked to Gary last night for a while. He broke up with his girlfriend and is having a really hard time dealing with all of it. I invited him down this weekend, and he accepted my invitation, so hopefully he'll come and get away from there for a while. He was really down about the whole thing, so maybe I can cheer him up! He has always been there for me, so I will glady return the favor. He's the best, and I hate seeing him all down in the dumps over some girl.
Anyway, I think I'm going to go take a nap. My head is hurting and I just need to forget about all this crap for a while.
Take care guys!
He got my email about pressing for Child support I guess, and decided to "stop by" while he was here getting the rest of his stuff out of storage. He also had the nerve to blame everything that ever went wrong in our relationship on me! I hadn't even mentioned one thing about our 'relationship' and he goes off on a rant about how much he loved me and wanted to spend the rest of his life with me, and then how I was the one that messed it all up. Um, NO.
I wish I didn't let him get to me like he does, but he knows exactly how to push every button that I have, and get my blood boiling to the point that I can either beat the hell out of something or sit here and cry - the latter of which I have been doing since he left. I don't know, it just seems like he's more confused about his life and everything in it than I've ever been with "us". Who knows.
Anyway, I talked to Gary last night for a while. He broke up with his girlfriend and is having a really hard time dealing with all of it. I invited him down this weekend, and he accepted my invitation, so hopefully he'll come and get away from there for a while. He was really down about the whole thing, so maybe I can cheer him up! He has always been there for me, so I will glady return the favor. He's the best, and I hate seeing him all down in the dumps over some girl.
Anyway, I think I'm going to go take a nap. My head is hurting and I just need to forget about all this crap for a while.
Take care guys!