This type love
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by Shihan
I want a love like me, thinking of you, thinking of me,
thinking of you type love or,
me telling my friends more than I've ever admitted to
myself about how I feel about you type love or,
hating how jealous you are, but loving how much you
want me all to your self type love, or seeing how your
first name just sounds so good next to my last name,
and shit, I wanted to see how far I could get without
calling you, and I barely made it out of my garage.
See, I want a love that makes me wait until she falls
asleep then wonder if she dreaming about us being in love
type love, or who loves the other more, or what she's doing
at this exact moment, or slow dancing in the middle of our
apartment to the music of our hearts, closing my eyes and
imagining how a love so good could just hurt so much when
she's not there.Shit, I love not knowing where this love is headed type love.
And check this, I want to place those little post-it notes
all around the house so she never forgets how much
I love her type love then not have enough ink in my pen to
write all there is to love about her type love. Hope that I make
her feel as good as she makes me feel, like believing
that her being in my life makes me a better person type love or
I want her to distract me form whatever I'm doing type love
and I want to deal with my friends making fun of me the
way I made fun of them when they went through the same kind of love type love.
Only difference is this is one of those real love type loves.
and just like in high school, I want to spend hours on the phone with her not saying shit,
then fall asleep then wake up with HER right next to me,
and smell her all up in my covers type love I want to try to
counting the ways I love her, and then lose count in the middle
just so that I have to start all over again type love. I want to celebrate
one of those month anniversaries even though they ain't really
anniversaries, but doin' it just cause it makes her happy type love.
And I want to break down the time we spend together into seconds
just so it sounds like we spend more time together type love
And check this, I want fall in love with the melody the phone plays
when her number is dialed into it type loves and then talk to her
until I lose my breath, she leaves me breathless, but with the
expanding of my lungs I inhale all of her back into me I want a love
that makes me need to change my cell phone calling plan to something
that allows me to talk to her longer because, in all honesty,
I want to avoid one of them high cell phone bill type loves.
I want a love that makes me regret how small my hands are
I mean the lines on my palms don't give me enough time to love
her as long as I'd like to type loves, and I want a love that makes
me st-st-st-st-stutter just thinking about how strong this love is type love.
I want a love that makes me want to cut off all my hair
Well, maybe not all of the hair
maybe just cut the split ends and trim my mustache, but
it will still be a symbol of how strong my love is for her.
And check this, I kinda feel comfortable now, so I can tell y'all this I even be fantasizing
about walking out on a green light just dying to get hit by a car just so I could lose my memory
get transported to some third world country just to get treated then somehow meet up again
with you so that I could fall in love with you in a different language to see if it still feels the same
I want a love that's as unexplainable as she is, but I'm married,
so she is going to be the one that I share this love with.