school 2008
school has officially started today. Im not quite sure if I am ready to go back.. but i had an amazing summer and according to society it is time to buckle down and get to it, again.
summer consisted of frequent beach trips with becca and cam, SANFRAN, LONDON, and serving at Mythos, which was a haven until the end of the summer when i was a little too burnt out. but now that my time has been served i can relax and take a break from the restaurant that amazingly functions.
i rushed this year, and i was truly surprised to find that i love it. i love everything that a sorority stands for (the parts its supposed to stand for). It is the best way to get involved in school. and i have met so many amazing people. its completely pulled me out of my shell and allowed me to be myself and not feel like an idiot for opening my mouth. after the second day of visiting AZD, i found my place. i met a few girls who i just automatically clicked with. and the fact that i have a friend from the st james days there makes it even better. i never saw myself doing the whole greek thing, but i could not be more excited. and i instantly have 167 new friends. people keep introducing themselves to me and i cant keep track!
on the academic side, i am not ready for the school year. going to my classes this morning felt like a dream, which i do believe is not a good thing. im not ready to study, and im barely motivated. i want to want to better.. and i dont know why its so complicated getting me there.
on the bad side, i can not stop eating. im constantly snacking on something and never getting full. it worries me, bc when it comes to food, i have no self control. my roomies love to go to the gym, so i plan on joining them and making some amends with my body.
i love living in a dorm. i love how i can easily call someone and have the a/c fixed. i love how i can walk to my class. and i (mostly) love how im never alone.the awkward what do we talk about silences are almost over...
so far its been a great time, but i do believe that i need to get my head in there soon and start paying attention to my classes, which are the reason im here.
summer consisted of frequent beach trips with becca and cam, SANFRAN, LONDON, and serving at Mythos, which was a haven until the end of the summer when i was a little too burnt out. but now that my time has been served i can relax and take a break from the restaurant that amazingly functions.
i rushed this year, and i was truly surprised to find that i love it. i love everything that a sorority stands for (the parts its supposed to stand for). It is the best way to get involved in school. and i have met so many amazing people. its completely pulled me out of my shell and allowed me to be myself and not feel like an idiot for opening my mouth. after the second day of visiting AZD, i found my place. i met a few girls who i just automatically clicked with. and the fact that i have a friend from the st james days there makes it even better. i never saw myself doing the whole greek thing, but i could not be more excited. and i instantly have 167 new friends. people keep introducing themselves to me and i cant keep track!
on the academic side, i am not ready for the school year. going to my classes this morning felt like a dream, which i do believe is not a good thing. im not ready to study, and im barely motivated. i want to want to better.. and i dont know why its so complicated getting me there.
on the bad side, i can not stop eating. im constantly snacking on something and never getting full. it worries me, bc when it comes to food, i have no self control. my roomies love to go to the gym, so i plan on joining them and making some amends with my body.
i love living in a dorm. i love how i can easily call someone and have the a/c fixed. i love how i can walk to my class. and i (mostly) love how im never alone.the awkward what do we talk about silences are almost over...
so far its been a great time, but i do believe that i need to get my head in there soon and start paying attention to my classes, which are the reason im here.