flyin on your motorcycle, watchin all the ground beneath you drop
so ive been staring at this blank screen. this livejournal thing hurts. not cause of the new format..who gives a shit. well..many people. i dont. im kind of happy now. then sometimes i think im really sad. but on the happy notes, varsity football games are a lot of fun. more fun than i thought possible. band dances are the best...homecomings creeping up but asdf too much stress. school sucks. not even going to elaborate. kyle and i had a week of silence and that made life hard, that front is going to be hard probably forever. work remains an escape, always slows down by 830 at the latest and those last 30 minutes are good think time...or good sarah and leah rescue me time. haha. and davids like a constant source of happiness, almost too good sometimes and it makes me want to forget how happiness ends. maybe it wont. and im also happy that i love rene and she has a man friend that makes her happy. i hope hers doesnt end. and cydney talks to me again...whether theres love or not, i cannot yet say. but there is talking and i couldnt go breakin her heart if i tried. et il s'est reposé pendant dix ans. isnt that a perfect ending?