Bored

Mar 12, 2015 23:27

Me now
Where do I see myself in ten years? I don't know.
What do I want to do? I don't know.
Do I have any goals? Not really.
What's my dream career? Don't care.
Am I excited about the future? More like terrified.

Me then
Where do I see myself in ten years? Writing books, owning a dance studio, living in Charlotte
What do I want to do? Be a writer, editor, ballet dancer
Do I have any goals? Graduate from college, get an MFA in Creative Writing, train in ballet
What's my dream career? Writer
Am I excited for the future? Yes

Amazing how quickly things can change. I really don't care about anything anymore. I'm just drifting along...don't know what to do. I'm so lost. I just want out. Lost interest in writing and ballet a long time ago. Nothing really makes me happy. There are a lot of good distractions but nothing substantial. The days go by without a sense of purpose. Saving money for something that won't be happening anytime soon. But I'm not complaining. Like I said, this is all my fault, so I have no excuse to complain.

bored, lost, depressed, lonely

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