Decided
I think I know what my suicide method of choice is going to be. Overdose on medication. It's not pain-free or quick, but it's cleaner and less violent than the others. I'm probably going to use extra strength Tylenol or some form of aspirin. All I need now is a date, place and time. I could also just be talking out loud, since this whole plan makes me nervous… but I'm so sick of this life, I can't even stand it. I can't count on waiting anymore. I could be one of the "lucky ones" and live to 95 for all I know. By then, I might as well be dead. I'll write a suicide a note that I'll edit over and over again to make sure I don't leave anything out.