Jan 29, 2006 11:42
Well. After a period of...a lot of time since I really posted, this might somewhat make up for the absence of info on my life.
It was decided yesterday that Ash and I are moving the wedding up to (hopefully) May 2007. This is provided we can book the church for when we're hoping, which is the 26th, Memorial Day weekend. So, instead of having 2 years to vaguely plan and figure stuff out and kinda fiddle around with ideas, it's all quite real now. Things we had been looking at for fun before we now have to really decide what we want and so forth.
What's odd is that there's only a very small part of me that is scared/anxious about the sudden change. On the whole, I feel very...content, I guess is the best word. Peaceful. Which is rather a good thing, wouldn't you say? I guess it's weird because I just kinda offhandedly suggested moving it up to him...and he went with it. So I wasn't expected to immediately be like "oh yeah, we are getting married in about a year now." I was a bit thrown off by the quick change, so I was in a sort of dazed state for a fair portion of yesterday. And now that's settled down and I just feel very peaceful and calm.
Well, calm + randomly grinning foolishly every so often.
The only downside is going to be that we'll be planning most of this while we're apart, which I hadn't really been counting on. But in the end, this will be exactly what it should be.
Is this really happening?
I hope so. :-)