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i'm sorry for everything ive done. i'm seriously considering packing up and going home.
steve here hates me, i woke to a sign that said
"fuck off chelle, we fucking hate you"
thats for doing nothing at all, except trying to get on with him. i have a job interview, but because it was written in word, i cant open it on the fucking mac.
ive upset everyone with a stupid joke that we wrote whilst tipsy that i didnt even come up with matt did.
now the internet wont connect so i dont know how long it will be before it connects again.
i find out off glenn on matts lj, that the day before i arrived, matt was considering going off with someone else, no doubt katherine.
so the person i feel strongest about in the world, was gonna finnish me before we even fucking started, glenn, i really hope u fucking read this, because u have pretty much tipped me over the edge. all i wanted was to love and be loved and i cant even do that properly.
i have a guy in northwich, who wants to marry me, take me away and make me happy, he is even offering to help pay for me to come back for a weekend, so i can see my nan and check she is ok. yet i keep throwing it back in his face, saying i'm happy here.
LISTEN EVERYONE, ALL I SEE HERE IN NEWCASTLE IS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE WHO ARE MEANT TO BE FRIENDS, BUT YOU ALL FUCKING HATE EACH OTHER, TELL ME WHY? BECAUSE ALL I CAN SEE IS PEOPLE WITH HEADS SO FAR UP THEIR OWN ARSES THAT THEY DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT EACH OTHER. CALL YOURSELF FRIENDS? I TREAT MY ENEMIES BETTER THAN YOU LOT TREAT EACH OTHER.
JAMES PICKS PROBLEMS AND FALLS OUT WITH ANYONE.
MATT SPEAKS HIS MIND AND ANNOYS EVERYONE
GLENN CANT GET OVER A LOVE 5 YEARS AGO, AND NOW HOLLY IS HAPPY ASKS HER TO MARRY HIM OVER HIS MSN SCREENNAME.
PATHETIC, THE LOT OF YOU.
IM SO ANGRY NOW, AND UPSET THAT IM TEMPED JUST TO SLASH MY WRIST AGAIN,
NEWCASTLE AND THE FUCKING PEOPLE IN IT FUCKING SUCK.
WELL FUCK YOU ALL.
steve here hates me, i woke to a sign that said
"fuck off chelle, we fucking hate you"
thats for doing nothing at all, except trying to get on with him. i have a job interview, but because it was written in word, i cant open it on the fucking mac.
ive upset everyone with a stupid joke that we wrote whilst tipsy that i didnt even come up with matt did.
now the internet wont connect so i dont know how long it will be before it connects again.
i find out off glenn on matts lj, that the day before i arrived, matt was considering going off with someone else, no doubt katherine.
so the person i feel strongest about in the world, was gonna finnish me before we even fucking started, glenn, i really hope u fucking read this, because u have pretty much tipped me over the edge. all i wanted was to love and be loved and i cant even do that properly.
i have a guy in northwich, who wants to marry me, take me away and make me happy, he is even offering to help pay for me to come back for a weekend, so i can see my nan and check she is ok. yet i keep throwing it back in his face, saying i'm happy here.
LISTEN EVERYONE, ALL I SEE HERE IN NEWCASTLE IS A BUNCH OF PEOPLE WHO ARE MEANT TO BE FRIENDS, BUT YOU ALL FUCKING HATE EACH OTHER, TELL ME WHY? BECAUSE ALL I CAN SEE IS PEOPLE WITH HEADS SO FAR UP THEIR OWN ARSES THAT THEY DONT GIVE A SHIT ABOUT EACH OTHER. CALL YOURSELF FRIENDS? I TREAT MY ENEMIES BETTER THAN YOU LOT TREAT EACH OTHER.
JAMES PICKS PROBLEMS AND FALLS OUT WITH ANYONE.
MATT SPEAKS HIS MIND AND ANNOYS EVERYONE
GLENN CANT GET OVER A LOVE 5 YEARS AGO, AND NOW HOLLY IS HAPPY ASKS HER TO MARRY HIM OVER HIS MSN SCREENNAME.
PATHETIC, THE LOT OF YOU.
IM SO ANGRY NOW, AND UPSET THAT IM TEMPED JUST TO SLASH MY WRIST AGAIN,
NEWCASTLE AND THE FUCKING PEOPLE IN IT FUCKING SUCK.
WELL FUCK YOU ALL.