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[chellelynn4]

i'm in class right now. that's pretty much all I have been doing is going to class and working. i feel like i'm losing grip of my friends. The only girls I see are Katie and Michelle, i'm not gonna complain cuz i love those girls. i miss ashley....ashley works, and i know after work the last thing she wants to do is come hang out after work...i know i sure as hell don't want to. im exhausted. i'm really trying. i know i have completely lost one friend. no matter how hard i try, she just doesn't respond. i don't think she's called me in MONTHS. i love her to death, but i can't keep trying and wondering why i'm not good enough to keep in touch with. i'm exhausted from trying to figure out why. the only explanation is i'm just not on the list of people to care about. or wonder what's going on. i don't have the energy to keep wondering. so i'm taking a break.
school is hard right now. there is sooo much shit i have to know for the finals. and so much i don't understand. i need help, but don't want to go get a tutor, and none of my friends have the classes i do. i don't want to see christmas. being as my last final is dec 21. fuck school
nip/tuck was awesome last night...fucking great..especially the ending...good
i work
tonight close
tomorrow close
friday close
sat 12-8
sun 1-cl
mon close
well i'm outta here. bout to have a break....
chelle