a reason why it is starting to hit me...
So, it really is happening.
I think it is starting to sink in...
everyday I am finding more and more things that I need to do.
more and more things I need.
Keith's ticket has been bought,
he'll be here at 9pm on Friday the 22nd!
a one-way flight...
to join me on my one-way drive.
Last night...
the "Last Supper"...
it hit me...
I couldn't just spur of the moment,
whenever I wanted,
any ole day...
be with my friends.
I had a hard time shutting up...
my way of not wanting to say,
goodbye.
I know the 22nd,
we are all gonna see each other again.
But it won't be the same...
it felt so final.
Today...
having my garage sale...
selling things for money and for space.
getting rid of some stuff I never thought,
I'd ever think to get rid of.
But somehow I don't need the things,
I thought I needed.
The days are going by so quickly...
I don't know what will come next...
what emotions...
what thoughts...
what fears...
but I am ready,
in my own,
unknowing way.
I think it is starting to sink in...
everyday I am finding more and more things that I need to do.
more and more things I need.
Keith's ticket has been bought,
he'll be here at 9pm on Friday the 22nd!
a one-way flight...
to join me on my one-way drive.
Last night...
the "Last Supper"...
it hit me...
I couldn't just spur of the moment,
whenever I wanted,
any ole day...
be with my friends.
I had a hard time shutting up...
my way of not wanting to say,
goodbye.
I know the 22nd,
we are all gonna see each other again.
But it won't be the same...
it felt so final.
Today...
having my garage sale...
selling things for money and for space.
getting rid of some stuff I never thought,
I'd ever think to get rid of.
But somehow I don't need the things,
I thought I needed.
The days are going by so quickly...
I don't know what will come next...
what emotions...
what thoughts...
what fears...
but I am ready,
in my own,
unknowing way.