see the place where you used to live...
Huge fight last night. well I wouldn't say fight. I mean I was angry and got upset with R. Lots of crying.. hmm but this time it was not done by me but by him..
A few weeks ago I was out for lunch with a friend of mine and I was telling him about how things are with R and I...well he was telling me that everytime R does something I let him..there is a wall there that I just keep moving. Everytime I give him and inch he takes a mile and doesn't realize..and if he does realize he knows I will let him...well last night he finally hit the wall.. I didn't budge,...he knew he was wrong..and so did I so I told him..he left me waiting at home with a pizza and movie while he was out getting shitfaced..knowing I was at home waiting for him to come over like he said he was going to. All he had to tell me was that he was out with the boys..our plans had changed and he was going out with them...instead he made me believe he was still coming over when in the back of his mind he knew he wasn't.
well whatever it is dealt with but I don't know if it happens again if I can deal..
WORK WORK WORK
ok so last week I worked : 21,22,23,24,25,26,28,29,30,31 and then I am working tomorrow and then thursday-sunday..and they are not easy hours..most of them are 6pm-2am..3pm-11pm..5pm-12am gross.
but i need the money desperately...
anyways I'm off...