if only...

[chellebean03]

if only you knew what you did to me...

when you make me happy it is the happiest i have ever been... yet when you make me sad it is the saddest i have ever been

when you make me upset it is the most upset i have ever been...and when you disappoint me it is the most i have ever been disappointed...

why do things have to be such opposites? why can't it be the happiest and the least sad? but that wouldn't make sense i suppose. oh well. i'm just going to have to get over it