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I hate the DMV!! Firts of all I can't stand the 6 hour wait there and I've been trying to call there all morning and its busy. I'm only trying to make an appointment but I feel like I'm trying to win a call-in radio contest. All I want to do is have my name changed on my license and they don't offer that online. Why do stupid things like that have to be so difficult?? So anyways, I'm trying to get a job. I'm not really sure why because I don't think we need the money. I guess its just something for me to do instead of staying home with all these kids. Sometimes I feel like I'm running a daycare and then I stop, look around, and realize they're all my kids and they won't go home at 6. I just haven't been very happy lately. Maybe its b/c I'm on the rag. I'm not sure. Justin has been pissing me off. He just doesn't make me feel appreciated. It probably is just my hormones, but yesterday I told him that its getting to where I can't stand him anymore. I've never said anything so mean to him and I felt bad about it. And I know he takes things I say seriously because I don't say things like that to him ever. I just wish he was just a little romantic. Not even all the time. I just want him to do things for me to make me feel special. I would love for him to plan a night for us and find a babysitter all on his own to surprise me. Thats not too much to ask, is it? This entry probably doesn't make a lot of sense, I just have a lot of things going on with me right now. Okay, thats all I have to say.