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YOU PEOPLE DONT EVEN FUCKING GET ME ANYMORE! im sorry if i confused you all by saying "i need my friends right now" and dont get me wrong, i need my friends in the picture but its really truley hard for me to go anywhere or do anything, and i dont want to make it seem like all i do is say come over to joes house and blah blah, but thats my life. this new house, my boyfriend, the same ol same ol. i cannot gain a pound (not that i care) because im under so much stress, i dont think you understand how much my family has changed since last year, i had to grow up too quickly, i buy groceries for my family, plus pay for a car, insurance and a cell phone, and i know thats my choice but at the same time its taking on alot of responsibilities at one time. another thing is my brother is a fuck up (and i swear to god if this shit gets out i will never fucking speak to you people again, u know who you are.) ...and im not saying youll go run your mouth but thats the last thing i need right now, but anyways i worry more about my parents spliting up then anything at the moment, my closest cousin growing up as a child is paralyzed, my relationship gets rocky sometime... wtf else do i need right now? definatly not your drama, i cant afford to fight, but anyways since im such a fuck up and a nobody at this moment i mines well quit this journal and give myself a few good pops in the head.
thanks for making me feel like im somebody.
goodbye journal.
thanks for making me feel like im somebody.
goodbye journal.