wear you pajamas inside out!
every time i hear that song it reminds me of him. and i miss him, and i'm mad that i miss him. i dont want to. so yeah i'm sick and my throat hurts and i barely have a voice. giac is in my choir class and my math class, he has a solo and so do i and i couldny sing it today in class. in math hes like "so hows your voice" i answered, "nonexsistant." "well i wont make you talk, just nod or hand signals." he's a cool guy. some people think i'm faking and it kinda makes me mad. i have to constantly wear my rubber bands if i want to get my braces off in eight weeks, and my teeth hurt and i dont wanna. i think i have an eating disorder, but forget the purge part i just binge, and it makes me really sad. and i really dont want to go to school tomorrow cuz i dont want to have to deal with all the crap that goes on. ooh im so sick of it. part of me wants to have a voice tomorrow becuase people make fun of me and i think that that is mighty dumb reason to make fun of some one. but i also dont want it becuase i dont want to sing my solo in my concert next thursday. ugg. it makes me so mad. i didnt even try out shes just like "michelle come up here" so i did and shes like "here sing this part" so i did. then she liks "you want a solo? ook you got it now go sit down." it kinda made me mad because i didnt even even answer and i dont want it. ahh. i just got home from some academica awards thing at school. last year i got a 3.6 gpa and today was the honors dinner or w.e you wanna call it. they had really good chicken. they were like buffalo wings w.o the buffalo. just how i like it. and they were cruchy. yum. my pizza that i ate for lunch today had bacon on it. i specifically asked for NO BACON. but she gave me one with bacon on it any way. and it wasnt even good bacon. it was slimy and full of oil. eww. i picked it off and dabbed off the pool of grease that lay beneath the bacon with my napkin. it still tasted like bacon and i was very angry! ahh. so so my throat hurts and my lips are chapped. i didnt even do any of my h.w and i'm tired. i want to go to bed but i gotta study for my chem test. eww. nah i think ill skip that and just sleep. sleep is my best friend. well i think i'm gunna stop writing even tho i could go on. but i know if it gets too long no one will read it. so yeah. to sum it up today was a pretty basic day: got made fun off. laughed so hard it made me cry. fell asleep in class. tripped in the hallway. first to turn in my math quiz. yay for michelle. well no not really but its fun to hear. YAY MICHELLE.
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