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Came home for the weekend. Mostly because my birthday is coming up, and ACL is this weekend. Do you know how hard it is to come to terms with the fact that I am no longer a teenager? It blows my mind. I am an ADULT. WOW!
I just realized that my El Jay is extremely superficial. And I just realized why. I hate being vulnerable. I hate expressing my innermost thoughts. It scares me. I am afraid of people knowing who I am. I mean...I don't care if they know who I am, but I don't want them to know WHO I am. And to me there is a difference. I am a complex person, at least I think I am. But once you figure me out, its not hard to predict how I react to certain situations. So guys....no more daily updates. I know, I know. Sorry to my two faithful readers. But you are no longer going to know what I am doing on a daily basis. So instead...I am going to just write about my thoughts, and things that bother me. Not events, but just things in general.
Alright...I have to go to work and brave this horrible hurricane that we were being warned about. Oh wait...that didn't happen.
Happy Birthday to me in two days.
Sweet.
I just realized that my El Jay is extremely superficial. And I just realized why. I hate being vulnerable. I hate expressing my innermost thoughts. It scares me. I am afraid of people knowing who I am. I mean...I don't care if they know who I am, but I don't want them to know WHO I am. And to me there is a difference. I am a complex person, at least I think I am. But once you figure me out, its not hard to predict how I react to certain situations. So guys....no more daily updates. I know, I know. Sorry to my two faithful readers. But you are no longer going to know what I am doing on a daily basis. So instead...I am going to just write about my thoughts, and things that bother me. Not events, but just things in general.
Alright...I have to go to work and brave this horrible hurricane that we were being warned about. Oh wait...that didn't happen.
Happy Birthday to me in two days.
Sweet.