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so these past few weeks have been crazy.but im finally on my spring break..which sucks bc i have nothing to do except sleep n ea n watch tv...but im supposdly goin 2 beach wit mah gurls! n next week hangin out wit ppl that i normally dont get 2 chill wit..so i haven ttalked 2 phillip in weeks bc he got everything stolen from him which doesnt surprise me bc he is very careless.so then i realized that im not waiting round for him bc if we r meant 2 b itll happen.bc i have my whole life ahead of me and i dont know what i want.i know what im going 2 do and go 2 college n do my thing and become a doctor.and this yr i havent had boyfriend all year which is good i realized bc it gives me time to figure out me n stuff.and at one point i was gona go bac to ellis but then even tho i heard hes involved wit somebody i dont think itll b best thing bc he would only go 2 church wit me bc he knows i would want him to and i would want him to bc he wants to.and i would prolly treat him like crap again.so yah.then this week was kinda bad bc sara talked 2 jeremy bout me liking him n all and he still doesnt feel the same way bout me which i didnt take lightly at all..which i figured out 2day bc i started my period.normally i would b like um ok..but its all good bc we r friends! and id rather b his friend then nothing at all.and hes really good friend to me which is someone i need.so im soo excited next month im goin 2 disney and i get to see thomas!and so i found prom dress at sears and it was blueish tealish and um its gone! and im so upset but hopeflly ill b able 2 find it at the other one.well im out! chocolate love!