owieeeeeeeeeeee
I would give anything right now for you to be here with me. Not even in the way that you probably think I mean. I'm in a lot of pain and sometimes it's very scary. You make me feel safe. and I need a hand to hold. As a friend if anything.
this morning I took my pain medication and it felt like drinking acid. I was home alone and sat on the bathroom floor for 20 minutes and cried...... my mom said it was becausae the stitches are desolving and starting to scab. Causing raw spots the the meds must have hit. The medication isnt really working any more. I coughed up blood a few minutes ago. ... oh and just again right there... suppose i need more ice cubes.
bah. I'm going to go try and take more medicine and sleep. byee.
this morning I took my pain medication and it felt like drinking acid. I was home alone and sat on the bathroom floor for 20 minutes and cried...... my mom said it was becausae the stitches are desolving and starting to scab. Causing raw spots the the meds must have hit. The medication isnt really working any more. I coughed up blood a few minutes ago. ... oh and just again right there... suppose i need more ice cubes.
bah. I'm going to go try and take more medicine and sleep. byee.