Nov 01, 2004 15:21
ok well yesterday was asbolutely horrribleee .. =[
competiton was yesterdayy and at first it started out amazing like we were having so0 much fricken funnn <33 and the bus ride coachie made us cry like usual cuz shes jus that amazminggg =D hah and yeah then we got there and jus watched all the teams for awhilee and got reallllly scareddd and then it was time to go into the tunnel and we were so0 confident in ourselves and eachother that wewere gunna do amazinggg soo we go outt there and hit our cheer amazinglyy and then comes the music =/ it screws upp it starts skipping but we cant stop and we have to go on and do it no matter what so0 we tried our best not to cry cuz we were so0 upset but we styll did AMAZINGG!! but it jus wasnt good enough .. we didnt make itt and we lost my 1 or 2 points which makes it even worsee but at least we know we came closee and yeah we all cried for about 3 hours afterwardss and i jus cried myself to sleep and its not even the fact of moving on i was upset about it its that i wont ever get to see these girls anymoree and they have bcome like my sisterss and we did everything together and i mean everythingg <33 like every weekend consisted of these girlss and now its all over and i dont know what im gunna doo i already miss them more than anything and its only been a dayy i cant even imagine the next few weeks =[ it feels like part of me is like gonee and im not complete anymoree i mean that team was my lifee and now its overr =[
jackson midgets * we did our best yesterday and we all know we did and thats all that matters and we will always bee #1 in my heartt <3 u dont know how much im gunna miss you each and every one of you more than anything in this whole fricken worldd and it suckss so0 badd it has to end noww cuz we were all jus starting to get so0 closee and now its like we will never see each other anymore but we have some of the greatestttt and best memoriess that i will never forgett and frienshipss that will neverr endd <33 i love you girlss more than lifee itselfff. best friends foreverrrr NO MATTTER WHATTT<33
life has been really hard and sucky lately like one thing is good and nothing else is like everything cant be good for me at the same time and it really sucks because like be4 yesterday cheerleading was the only amazing thing in my lifee and nothing else wass and now cheerleading is over and it sucks and everything else seems to be falling right into placee i mean i love my friends more than lifee <33 like wow i couldnt ask for better friendss and like the whole " guy scene " all im gunna say is right now im happy with itt =D .. extrememly happpy .. so yeah growing up isnt easyy . but who said it was? .. byeee
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here i go againnn.. <33