Every stitch has a reason
I miss writing at my online diary. It's been years I know. But here, I'm back to being me, just wanting to let it all out again.
I've graduated last year, now a licensed nurse, IVT therapist, trained first aider , have been a staff nurse in a tertiary hospital. I've come this far, accomplished many things. BUT..
I am not happy.
I was the happiest person of 2012 when I landed a job as a probationary staff nurse in a tertiary hospital near home. Yes, I've been so blessed because it's really hard to find a nurse job in hospitals here in Philippines nowadays. I did well, worked well but not happy with the environment and co-workers and I don't blame anyone. Life's short so I said it's time to end the everyday of crying before and after work. I left the workplace and wanted to just move on and forget all the bad memories and gain self confidence, happiness and peace of mind. I just wanted to figure out what I really want to do in my life. Three months passed. I'm healed. Now figuring out whether to be a staff nurse again or just forget my dreams of becoming a dialysis nurse and get any job available that would put a everyday smile on my face.
And then suddenly this phrase, Every stitch has a reason . We are part of God's masterpiece I know. I will have this great break. I'll be leaving the country next year and I have to keep myself busy while still here. I need to find a job that I'll be happy with. I know there's God listening.
Be positive at all times. Too young, and strong. So much to try and experience. Be bold enough.
I've graduated last year, now a licensed nurse, IVT therapist, trained first aider , have been a staff nurse in a tertiary hospital. I've come this far, accomplished many things. BUT..
I am not happy.
I was the happiest person of 2012 when I landed a job as a probationary staff nurse in a tertiary hospital near home. Yes, I've been so blessed because it's really hard to find a nurse job in hospitals here in Philippines nowadays. I did well, worked well but not happy with the environment and co-workers and I don't blame anyone. Life's short so I said it's time to end the everyday of crying before and after work. I left the workplace and wanted to just move on and forget all the bad memories and gain self confidence, happiness and peace of mind. I just wanted to figure out what I really want to do in my life. Three months passed. I'm healed. Now figuring out whether to be a staff nurse again or just forget my dreams of becoming a dialysis nurse and get any job available that would put a everyday smile on my face.
And then suddenly this phrase, Every stitch has a reason . We are part of God's masterpiece I know. I will have this great break. I'll be leaving the country next year and I have to keep myself busy while still here. I need to find a job that I'll be happy with. I know there's God listening.
Be positive at all times. Too young, and strong. So much to try and experience. Be bold enough.