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Sooo yeah, I'm kinda disapointed with spring break this year.
It started off great with woo parties woo, but then as the actual week came along, nothing happened, or more like I was reallly tired and didn't feel like going out unless it was for something good lol. No one's in town :( Tomorrow night should be fun though.
I reallly wish I was doing Florida Open next weekend. It's one of my favorite competitions, and I can't go this year because my coaches pretty much forgot about me, so we couldn't get a long program together in time. A semi-long story goes with that but it just sucks that I've been with them for almost 7 years and they just shrugged me off. I hate how this sport can be like a business. I'm one of their highest level skaters, but since I have only 4 lessons a week and not 23984702 like some of their other students, they don't put quite as much effort into me. I'm supposed to be looking for new long program music to test my Junior freeskate and I'm not motivated at all to even look for something. I just skated a clean program at the last competition and I really wanted to try again in Orlando, and I can't do State Games this year because of graduation, so that's it. When I actually want to compete more, I can't, hm. Well I'm doing colligiate nationals in August for the hell of it because you don't have to qualify to get there, but it won't be the same without my friends and coaches, just my mom. I hope things at the rink end on a good note when I leave.
ahh and when I thought I was doing Florida Open, I was planning on using spring break to really buckle down and skate a lot and go to the gym to get in shape, psh that didn't happen lol. I need to get back in the gym habbit.
Yea so enough with the skating rant, most likely no one understands it anyway. It's been bugging me though.
...it's funny how when you read the entry over again before you post it, it doesn't give off quite the mood you're feeling. If I wanted to I could go into more detail and that would be more accurate, but then it'll be a long entry that wouldn't be read anyway. That whole thing with my coaches really did feel like a slap in the face and I was hurt by it, or more like, disapointedly hurt. Catch my drift?
It started off great with woo parties woo, but then as the actual week came along, nothing happened, or more like I was reallly tired and didn't feel like going out unless it was for something good lol. No one's in town :( Tomorrow night should be fun though.
I reallly wish I was doing Florida Open next weekend. It's one of my favorite competitions, and I can't go this year because my coaches pretty much forgot about me, so we couldn't get a long program together in time. A semi-long story goes with that but it just sucks that I've been with them for almost 7 years and they just shrugged me off. I hate how this sport can be like a business. I'm one of their highest level skaters, but since I have only 4 lessons a week and not 23984702 like some of their other students, they don't put quite as much effort into me. I'm supposed to be looking for new long program music to test my Junior freeskate and I'm not motivated at all to even look for something. I just skated a clean program at the last competition and I really wanted to try again in Orlando, and I can't do State Games this year because of graduation, so that's it. When I actually want to compete more, I can't, hm. Well I'm doing colligiate nationals in August for the hell of it because you don't have to qualify to get there, but it won't be the same without my friends and coaches, just my mom. I hope things at the rink end on a good note when I leave.
ahh and when I thought I was doing Florida Open, I was planning on using spring break to really buckle down and skate a lot and go to the gym to get in shape, psh that didn't happen lol. I need to get back in the gym habbit.
Yea so enough with the skating rant, most likely no one understands it anyway. It's been bugging me though.
...it's funny how when you read the entry over again before you post it, it doesn't give off quite the mood you're feeling. If I wanted to I could go into more detail and that would be more accurate, but then it'll be a long entry that wouldn't be read anyway. That whole thing with my coaches really did feel like a slap in the face and I was hurt by it, or more like, disapointedly hurt. Catch my drift?