life goes on
im so tired lately. tired of my job tired of people lying to me tired of feeling unwanted and unloved. i know i use this place like a bitching zone but i need to vent my fears angers and anything else somewhere.
i miss mark i miss just hanging out with him i miss talking to him about everything that was happening in my life i miss gettin drunk in the blue room and freaking him out when my eyes change colour LOL that was pretty funny that day i must admit i cant wait till august to see him again he makes me happy hes my best friend forever.
i was talkin to ste last night man he is soo funny i cant wait to go to notts to visit him aswell we are gonna rock notts *poor city* ;p im glad he is happy i love it when he's happy cause u feel happy being in his prescence.
im going to see HIM in October with tracy i cant wait they are like my fav band at the minute.
i feel like im jumping all over the place with this post if it doesnt make sence then i apoloigse in adavnce just leave a comment and i will rectify it for you :P
work is finally settling down im glad i like my job hard to believe i know but i do like it.
im finally making enough money to save up for my america trip next yr i cant wait 10 weeks in the states with all my friends its gonna be soo good i hope we get to see some bands while we're out there cause its hard to see them here they hardly ever play in scotland and when they do the usually sell out really fast making it even harder :S.
i cant wait to go to canada and see dano i love him he is soo funny witty and down right seckie MUUUAHHHH DANOOOOO :p
theres no romance in my life right now except what i see and read i kinda like it that way yet i still have guys messing with my head i have no willpower or control over my emotions its kinda scary when i think of it that way i must learn to lock my heart away and stop letting people see my feelings so much im just an emotional girl i spose.
heres a pic of my new tatto im gettin soon.
kinda large i know but hey now u get to see the proper size of it the heartagram isnt right tho i need to turn that round so the heart faces up the way