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Today was a lot better than yesterday. I know it will continue to get better as time goes on. I hardly even cried today! haha thats a big break through
Parker made me very happy today! We actually hung out. we had church of course, so we saw each other there, but then we went home. But he came to eat dinner with my family and helped me paint my dresser!! I was so excited that we got to hang out! It wasn't a boyfriend/girlfriend deal, but we hung out as friends and it was nice. It was very refreshing to not fight and everything like we always used to. He makes me so happy! He only stayed a couple of hours then left not too long ago, but it was so nice to be with him again. No, we're not back together, but there is something about our relationship when we were together today that made me really excited about whats to come! When we learn to put God first in our lives, thats is when we will attempt to date again. Until then, we are just friends...with a small kiss every now and then ; )
I'm the only one in my house that has to work tomorrow! How gay is that? So yes, I have to get up and be at work from 9 to 6 tomorrow--yay yay hooray for Rachel. I'll be sleeping on the couch tonight because we painted my room today. I'm redecorating my room-one of the perks of staying here and going to the Houn! Its going to be like a oriental type theme; the walls are green with glitter mixed in! sounds little girlie I know, but it really is gorgeous! I love it! my dresser is a metallic orange. Its awesome, i can't wait to get everything together!
Well I'm off to go spend time with Jesus, then to bed! Early I know, but I'm tired and I gotsta get up at like 7:30.
Goodnight!
-RB
Parker made me very happy today! We actually hung out. we had church of course, so we saw each other there, but then we went home. But he came to eat dinner with my family and helped me paint my dresser!! I was so excited that we got to hang out! It wasn't a boyfriend/girlfriend deal, but we hung out as friends and it was nice. It was very refreshing to not fight and everything like we always used to. He makes me so happy! He only stayed a couple of hours then left not too long ago, but it was so nice to be with him again. No, we're not back together, but there is something about our relationship when we were together today that made me really excited about whats to come! When we learn to put God first in our lives, thats is when we will attempt to date again. Until then, we are just friends...with a small kiss every now and then ; )
I'm the only one in my house that has to work tomorrow! How gay is that? So yes, I have to get up and be at work from 9 to 6 tomorrow--yay yay hooray for Rachel. I'll be sleeping on the couch tonight because we painted my room today. I'm redecorating my room-one of the perks of staying here and going to the Houn! Its going to be like a oriental type theme; the walls are green with glitter mixed in! sounds little girlie I know, but it really is gorgeous! I love it! my dresser is a metallic orange. Its awesome, i can't wait to get everything together!
Well I'm off to go spend time with Jesus, then to bed! Early I know, but I'm tired and I gotsta get up at like 7:30.
Goodnight!
-RB