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ive wanted to get something pierced for a while...but ive never told neone and i cant i cant for the following reasons:
1)the trend- dont get me wrong i love people with lip piercings like they are freakin awsome....but if i got one, i wouldnt want it to be like i just got one cuz everyone else was ya know....yea maybe i care 2 much what people think but im trying to be considerate ya know, i kno im not one of those kinda kids....and i wouldnt wanna be one of the people that killed it ya know.......like how 7th graders killed blink 182, not because they were trying to cause them harm, but because they liked them too, and that really wasnt their fault if you think about it, but i dont wanna be one of those people that causes that kinda damage.
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3) well as far as the friends go....yea they wouldnt understand it, and neither would their parents, who would give my mom even more shit than they giver her already by saying stuff about me. why the fuck are they telling my mom stuff about me......when their daughters are so much worse. at lease i didnt start trying stuff till high school. i thought drugs were only in big cities. wow i was overprotected. but they just talk about stuff they dont even know, those moms...and they talk trash about me, im sure its because of my so called friends trying to cover their own asses. i cant stand the fakeness im so tired of it all. about worrying if i hurt someones feelings by hanging out with someone else. dear lord i cant even control my own life nemore. okay so maybe the whole wanting a piercing isnt just about how freakin cool it looks....but im really tired of being so.......me.