Your eyes tell the stories..
After school i went to gregs. I felt like shit. Really sick. I kept thinking about my dad and all the mean stuff he said to me the night before. I cried i felt like an idiot. He made me feel better . But the whole night i just felt like sitting in the corner of a little black room so i could cry endlessly.
Eric picked me up at hmm 630-7 .Took me to kates. By then i was ok. For several hours we had a blast. So much fun. Rays parents would not stop talking about me. Everytime i walked by larry would say something cute and rays mom went on and on about my skills in the orange game. hah. theyre so cute. Speaking of ray, me and him actually like talked more or hung around eachother more then usual that night. I mean were friends but in the company of eachother we dont really associated. For some reason i seemed to get closer with everyone that night. Eric and ray especially. It was cool .
We left at around 1130. I was feeling really sick again . I came home and guess what ? I cried. My dad didnt want to say goodnight to me. He told me to just go away. I dont get it. Im not supposed to let it bother me . But it does. Im so sensitive. I dont like mean people and i dont like being mean .
Woke up this morning feeling better. Then my sister got up . Shes such a bitch to me . Its really insane, un called for. I hate her right now.
Supposed to go out with mom and mia today . Ac moore and lunch. Maybe verona park with ali and erin. Call greg tonight , hes gonig to a show i believe depending on how i feel i may or may not go. Who knows rite.
Eric picked me up at hmm 630-7 .Took me to kates. By then i was ok. For several hours we had a blast. So much fun. Rays parents would not stop talking about me. Everytime i walked by larry would say something cute and rays mom went on and on about my skills in the orange game. hah. theyre so cute. Speaking of ray, me and him actually like talked more or hung around eachother more then usual that night. I mean were friends but in the company of eachother we dont really associated. For some reason i seemed to get closer with everyone that night. Eric and ray especially. It was cool .
We left at around 1130. I was feeling really sick again . I came home and guess what ? I cried. My dad didnt want to say goodnight to me. He told me to just go away. I dont get it. Im not supposed to let it bother me . But it does. Im so sensitive. I dont like mean people and i dont like being mean .
Woke up this morning feeling better. Then my sister got up . Shes such a bitch to me . Its really insane, un called for. I hate her right now.
Supposed to go out with mom and mia today . Ac moore and lunch. Maybe verona park with ali and erin. Call greg tonight , hes gonig to a show i believe depending on how i feel i may or may not go. Who knows rite.