Its gotten late and now i want to be alone
At the docotors yesterday , the lady said i had a sinus infection and she gave me this medicine " z-pak" i believe. You take two pills the first days and then one more the next 5 days and it fights your infection for the next 10. Its a pill so to me it doesnt seem bad, no taste you know just a pill. I took it at 9 last night in the middle of my toast and soup.
Everything was fine and then i guess and hour later i started having really bad stomach pains. Nothing ive ever felt before. The most pain ive felt in sometime. So im screaming and crying rolling around my house.My mom calls the doctor he says that its A NORMAL SIDE EFFECT. well that seemed anything but normal. so i started to rebel and said fuk you i will not take that shit any more! grr.
so my stomach continues to hurt , and i start to get dizzy , and weak like i cant feel my arms, my feet and hands were white and my face had no color. Then all of a sudden i vomit ( yea gross i know). And for 5 minutes after i just couldnt move. I basically dragged my self into my bath tub and sat in the hottest water until it went away.
Ahh it was deff. the scariest half hour . My dad was all like youre going to the hospital . flipping out becasue he thought it was irresponsible for them not to put this kind of side effect ont he box with a cure. I thought i was going to end up in the hospital too . After all i couldnt really feel any part of my body except the sharp pains in my stomach. Id rather be sick for ten more days then take that fucking medicine again.
But anyway. I stayed home again today. If you hadnt guessed.
Ive done nothing but think for the past day or so . Its annoying .But i think that was the purpose of what i did.
I dont think i know who i am exactly. I used to know who i was , i had my self all figured out and i was like yay for self discovery. Now im all over the place. It causes problems. Have i said that before?
Christmas is in hmm about 2 weeks? I havent gotten anybody gifts yet. Except erin. I need to do that really bad. I dont have money though and my quest for a job isnt doing so hot.
It doesnt seem as if christmas is coming. I mean its SOON. Everything just seems the same. shitty. dull . shittier then usual. Not the happy , joyus , yummy , christmas time shtuff. oh no.
Going to get more rest.
Byes .<3
Everything was fine and then i guess and hour later i started having really bad stomach pains. Nothing ive ever felt before. The most pain ive felt in sometime. So im screaming and crying rolling around my house.My mom calls the doctor he says that its A NORMAL SIDE EFFECT. well that seemed anything but normal. so i started to rebel and said fuk you i will not take that shit any more! grr.
so my stomach continues to hurt , and i start to get dizzy , and weak like i cant feel my arms, my feet and hands were white and my face had no color. Then all of a sudden i vomit ( yea gross i know). And for 5 minutes after i just couldnt move. I basically dragged my self into my bath tub and sat in the hottest water until it went away.
Ahh it was deff. the scariest half hour . My dad was all like youre going to the hospital . flipping out becasue he thought it was irresponsible for them not to put this kind of side effect ont he box with a cure. I thought i was going to end up in the hospital too . After all i couldnt really feel any part of my body except the sharp pains in my stomach. Id rather be sick for ten more days then take that fucking medicine again.
But anyway. I stayed home again today. If you hadnt guessed.
Ive done nothing but think for the past day or so . Its annoying .But i think that was the purpose of what i did.
I dont think i know who i am exactly. I used to know who i was , i had my self all figured out and i was like yay for self discovery. Now im all over the place. It causes problems. Have i said that before?
Christmas is in hmm about 2 weeks? I havent gotten anybody gifts yet. Except erin. I need to do that really bad. I dont have money though and my quest for a job isnt doing so hot.
It doesnt seem as if christmas is coming. I mean its SOON. Everything just seems the same. shitty. dull . shittier then usual. Not the happy , joyus , yummy , christmas time shtuff. oh no.
Going to get more rest.
Byes .<3