[number one]
Light. Oh, Light, Light, Light. Light help me!
What am I doing here? Burn me! I want to go back. I want to go back to Tear or Cairhien or Caemlyn, or, Light, even the Aiel Waste! Anywhere would be better than here.
He's been screaming, screaming in my head. He always does but now more than ever. Screaming and crying and laughing, that this place is worse than Shadar Logoth, worse than the Pit of Doom itself, worse than the Dark One. He's usually right about these things.
I want to go back. To Min. Elayne. Aviendha. Any of them -- better, all of them! Facing the three of them would be better than this lightforsaken place.
It's too dark here. Too dark. Light, Myrrdraal could be lurking in the shadows behind me this second! I'm going to die here. We're going to die here, me and Lews Therin, if that's who he is in my head.
And, Light, the Source. The Source is so much harder to see, so much harder to use. Maybe the taint is starting to get to me. Light, maybe it was that week shielded in the box. Those damned Red Ajah! The Light burn Aes Sedai -- No. No, just Reds. Light. Egwene. What I would give to see Egwene right now. Or Mat or Perrin. Light, they would know what to do.
But the Source. Light, I hope it goes back to normal, even if I am vomiting up everything I've eaten the past fortnight when I grasp it. Going crazy would be better than losing the Source. I need to use it, to kill the Dark One. I can't die until then. Light, what if I'm starting to go crazy already? Light, not yet. For their sakes, please not yet.
What am I doing here? Burn me! I want to go back. I want to go back to Tear or Cairhien or Caemlyn, or, Light, even the Aiel Waste! Anywhere would be better than here.
He's been screaming, screaming in my head. He always does but now more than ever. Screaming and crying and laughing, that this place is worse than Shadar Logoth, worse than the Pit of Doom itself, worse than the Dark One. He's usually right about these things.
I want to go back. To Min. Elayne. Aviendha. Any of them -- better, all of them! Facing the three of them would be better than this lightforsaken place.
It's too dark here. Too dark. Light, Myrrdraal could be lurking in the shadows behind me this second! I'm going to die here. We're going to die here, me and Lews Therin, if that's who he is in my head.
And, Light, the Source. The Source is so much harder to see, so much harder to use. Maybe the taint is starting to get to me. Light, maybe it was that week shielded in the box. Those damned Red Ajah! The Light burn Aes Sedai -- No. No, just Reds. Light. Egwene. What I would give to see Egwene right now. Or Mat or Perrin. Light, they would know what to do.
But the Source. Light, I hope it goes back to normal, even if I am vomiting up everything I've eaten the past fortnight when I grasp it. Going crazy would be better than losing the Source. I need to use it, to kill the Dark One. I can't die until then. Light, what if I'm starting to go crazy already? Light, not yet. For their sakes, please not yet.