life sucks right now
it's not bad enough that it's finals time, but the pollen and my apartment are trying to kill my lungs. if i have an asthma attack right now, i'll just quit school. we cleaned the apartment this afternoon and the amount of MOLD on the front window and blinds is just unbelievable. no wonder dan and i can't breathe. the shitty thing is that to stop my wheezing i have to take my medicine which makes me so jittery and makes my hands shake so bad. i get so figity (sp?) that i can't sit still and it goes without saying that i can't focus enough to sit down and study for finals. i just need to get through these next two weeks.
then, i need to find an apartment in charlotte and settle stuff for next year. find the money to pay for it.
i'm just ready to be doing something else.
it's time for a change -- a change of scenery and a change of pace.
although i'm not ready to leave my friends. my roommates, my friends at work, and especailly my friends at home. this is the first time that i will truly be away from home, i won't be able to hop in the car and be home for dinner.
but i'm ready.
i'm ready to be on my own.
then, i need to find an apartment in charlotte and settle stuff for next year. find the money to pay for it.
i'm just ready to be doing something else.
it's time for a change -- a change of scenery and a change of pace.
although i'm not ready to leave my friends. my roommates, my friends at work, and especailly my friends at home. this is the first time that i will truly be away from home, i won't be able to hop in the car and be home for dinner.
but i'm ready.
i'm ready to be on my own.