Happiness
I dont think i could get much happier i know i shouldnt but i cant help it he says he was excited about talking to me and getting to hang out this weekend. this makes me happy and he didnt turn me down when i told him i liked him and yeah. but he is 4 years older than me what do i do, do i keep trying to get his attention or should i lay back awhile and wait for him to make the first move although what i did could be considered the first move oooo i think i am over analyisising this but yeah i am excited i hope i dont get hurt this time i would like that. but he is so sweet i dont think he could hurt me intentionaly like others have. god i want him to be my boyfriend but i better not push it i want to make this last the only thing is that i need to be honest with my mom but she dosnt need to know about this weekend hopefully she dosnt know about this place. i am just so happy well bye bye non existent readers