hate
I hate my life i hate my sickness i hate that i am fat and ugly and have no friends I hate that i am so full of hate i need love in my life why dose god taunt my so i just want to be rid of this life i wish i could just start over with everything i wish that i had fought harder to keep my family together my brothers and sisters, Elizabeth, RJ, Jessy, Angel. I miss them so much I don't hae a clue as to where you are no one will tell me I just want to be with them maybe they would love me or maybe they will be like my sister now and be better at everything like she is sometimes i am jealous of her i think I just want to stangle my self for hating her when it isn't her fault I wish someone was actually reading this and would send me to a mental hospital so i could just get away from everything that has gone wrong in my life I am just so tired of living this lie with a family that will never truely be my family some one please help me please help me god