Apr 12, 2007 22:10
Right at this very second I find myself extremely lonely. I have no reason to be really...other than my roommate is out of town and this is my first night away from my new fiancee in two weeks. (Yes, I said fiancee)
It's about this time during the semester that I start becoming so stressed that I physically and mentally shut down...tonite was my first sign of that. I suppose sobbing on the phone to my mom about graduating on time counts as breaking down. One more year of hell and I'll be done. Well...not really...but I'll be done at Wesleyan and that's all that matters.
I played two games today and I smell bad. Does this make me want to get a shower? Yes and no. Yes, I smell so bad and don't want to smell bad anymore. No, because I'm super tired and, honestly, there is no one around me to smell me. Therefore, I may be able to trick myself into thinking that I actually smell extremely good....maybe to a dog, anyway.
There is absolutely nothing on tv and I left my movies at Blake's. Wonderful!
I have to present my undergrad research to a parents council tomorrow...I have no nice clothes. That's an issue.
~bree~
ps. shoot...me...now...
stress