Having brain tornados.
My mind is all a-whirl.
.:The good:.
-I like my body more than I ever have at the moment.
-I just got a call from Jen and Lucas and they told me that they missed me and it made me really happy to know that somebody gives a shit about me.
-I'm finding passion in so many new things, espescially rock climbing.
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..::The things I wish I could do away with::..
-I will be moving soon, but will still be at DSA.
-There are men in my life that are way to into me to be ignored, and yet my need for them seems so superficial.
-I'm constantly looking for more reasons to gripe.
-I am addicted to the internet.
-I beleave in my artistic talent, but I have not yet been compelled to keep my mind on a project long enough to feel like my efforts were worth while.
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...:::The ugly, frightening things I can't ignore:::...
-There's somone who's mad about me, constantly telling me I'm beautiful, and I can only see him in secret because my best friend has had a crush on him for over a year now. I'm not even that attracted to him, I wish I was.
-My "best friends" Ginny and Sofia treat me like shit and ignore me constantly, then turn around and tell me they love me.
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I really need to deal with these things somehow, but my ideas fail me and I am seeking your advice.
any suggestions?
P.s. Myspace is so crippling. Why am I still on it?
.:The good:.
-I like my body more than I ever have at the moment.
-I just got a call from Jen and Lucas and they told me that they missed me and it made me really happy to know that somebody gives a shit about me.
-I'm finding passion in so many new things, espescially rock climbing.
____________________________________________________________________
..::The things I wish I could do away with::..
-I will be moving soon, but will still be at DSA.
-There are men in my life that are way to into me to be ignored, and yet my need for them seems so superficial.
-I'm constantly looking for more reasons to gripe.
-I am addicted to the internet.
-I beleave in my artistic talent, but I have not yet been compelled to keep my mind on a project long enough to feel like my efforts were worth while.
__________________________________________________________________________
...:::The ugly, frightening things I can't ignore:::...
-There's somone who's mad about me, constantly telling me I'm beautiful, and I can only see him in secret because my best friend has had a crush on him for over a year now. I'm not even that attracted to him, I wish I was.
-My "best friends" Ginny and Sofia treat me like shit and ignore me constantly, then turn around and tell me they love me.
__________________________________________________________________________
I really need to deal with these things somehow, but my ideas fail me and I am seeking your advice.
any suggestions?
P.s. Myspace is so crippling. Why am I still on it?