no sleep
When I cry, I close my eyes
And every tear falls down inside
When I am sad I think of every awful thing I ever did
I've lost so many things that I so dearly love
The salt inside my body ruins everyone I come close to
My hands are barely holding up my head
I am so tired of looking at my feet
Or all the secrets that I keep
My heart is barely hangin' by a thread
Friday: the whole day was boring and it was just me waiting until the nights dance show when all my friends and my mommy came !! Aw, it was great. I had my own little fan club. My mommy met Vega's mommy! The dance show went really good. We hung out for days outside the theater and took lots of pictures and then my mommy, Tawny, Vega, Jamie and I went to Dennys. Good stuff. My mom and Tawny found out that they share the fact that where ever they go theyir fav. person is. We heard Michael Jackson and John Mellencamp at Dennys. OOO!! Brad got me the Linkin Park Jay Z cd. It kicks asssssss. Drove back to Cindys with my mom and we stayed the night there and it was all good except for my mom snores like a bear. But its fun to give her a bad time about it.
Saturday: Woke up early-ish and went to eat pizza with my mom and Janet! =). Then we went to the mall and shopped around for a bit and it was lots of fun and I'm really glad I got to see Janet. I went to Vega's house to get ready for Winterball and my mom helped out. For a while it kinda sucked and yeah but it's ok. We took gillions of pictures at Vega's, then more at my dad's, then more at school, and en more when Tony showed up. phew. lots of smiling. I had a 'meh' moment but whatevThe dance was reeeallllyyyy fun. The DJ [[waaatttteeerrrggaaatttteee]] was lame so it ended 20 minutes early. But sure.. it was lots of fun. I kept losing ppl tho. We went to Dennys after [[W/B tradition!!]] and had Chuffalo [[buffalo chicken]]. We were there FOOORRREVVVVEERRR [[say it like squints]]. Got all of no sleep and spent the night at Vega's.
Sunday: Woke up early, picked Jamie up and got on bart. We met up with my mommy and ShaeShae !! We went to La Taqueria. DAMN I love that place. Then we went to Haight Ashbury and went shopping. I finally got the ring I wanted [[claddagh ring]] and a cute belt buckle [[black electric guitar]]. Took even more pictures and dorve around the city. We went to some crazy stores. It was really fun. Dropped Vega and Jamie off at Bart, went to Tower and bought two CDs [[billy talent and Brand New]]. Said goodbye to Shae and went to Pat and Becky's house for Katrina's birthday. She got a car for her bday. I didnt get home till really late and had to do a stupid essay. I miss my mommy already. I'm really glad she got to meet all my friends though =D.
Practice wasnt bad today. We almost finished the competition dance. I dont have practice on thursday! We have our Xmas party next thursday instead of practice, too! Ashley Coop called me and told me something pretty funny//intersting, lol. " JUST A LITTLE !!" *holds out two fingers* haha, silly.
until the next magician ... *ttfnn*