I never meant it to be like this

Nov 01, 2004 17:50


Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life, what's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is
It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend
I'll Take you away
You stay and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you love me you'd say it's okay

Its been forever and a day since I last updated, eh? [["Pretty big beaver, eh?!"]]
Most recent events and then going back:
* This weekend : Friday I spent the night at NaNaNikkay's with a few buds. We watched White Chicks...twice. hahaha, my buddah that movie is HIIIlarious. Saturday I cleaned a bunch and then we were SUPPOSED to go to Fright Fest but some big rig crashed and all the power at Marine World went out. Bad luck, much? So we hung out at Jamie's for a while and then our stummy's got the better of us and we went to Olive Garden. There was a long wait so we went to Old Navy, Ross, and Toys R us to pass the time. OMG, Olive Garden's breadsticks and dipping sauces...MMmMMmMMMmm <<33 to the max, haha. We ran into Ian and Diane at Jamba and from there all of us went to a party on Bluerock. After the band was done we left and went to AJ's friend's party. Crazy ppl dressed up in scary ass//skany costumes. But the host was nice. We drove around and hung out by John Muir for a while being really stupid and then once again went to go eat. But this time to Dennys [[seeing as it was the only place open..]] Oh man. Funny times. Ian spit a lemon seed in Vega's eye. I forget what I was laughing at, but I laughed about whatever it was until my sides hurt and when I tried to breathe I made these squeaky noises and everyone laughed at me..which made me laugh harder.

* Halloween : Decorated the house and carved pumpkins with the family. We got lots of compliments on how cool they were, =P. I spent a good 3 hours + making my halloween costume. I was very proud of myself for pulling it off. [[I had this pretty green dress from halloween my 8th grade year...but it was way to small so I cut it and made it strapless and put string across the back to tie it together criss cross style.]] I was Tinkerbell =). Went to Vega's neighborhood and went trick or treating with Vega, Cassie, Ashley, Jim, Husayn, and Jeff. Halfway around the block Jim goes: "I just realized that we are the rowdy and annoying teenagers that I hated when I was six." Go figure,lol. But we still had fun. I got crappy candy, tho !!! Oh vell.

* Uhm, other than all that...school and everything has been pretty much the same. Grades come out soon...I'm not worried about anything except math analysis. Dance is going dandy. We're halfway through with the intermediate competition dance. Friday is our last time performing at a FB game. Its against Antioch [[beat the panthers!]] hahaha. Hmm... yeah, thats all. Time has been flying right by. All the sudden its November. I'm hoping to go visit Shae and Janet the weekend before my birthday. I still dont know what I'm going to do for my birthday, oh well. Winter Ball is coming soon!! I'm excited. Still annoyed its on Dec. 4th, but whatev. My mom is going to come that friday to see my dance show and then we're going to all hangout on sunday for my b-day. YAY! I'm kinda excited for my Antioch Buds to finally meet my mom. =) ...OHHHH!!! We finally got DVTV back at school!!! No more lame-ass knock knock jokes, hahaha.

until the next "I have your fish" ... *ttfn*
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