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WELL........... I'm finally gonna ummm whatsitcalled? oh yeah!update my lj well nuthins really been new w/ me i still gotta get my comp fixed tho hmmm i got my cell taken away n wont get it next month because the bill came over $400 shows how smart i am skools been ok i c my cuzins in the hall way a lot ash knows 1 of them n thinks one of them is cute or @ least their hairI'm still the same me weird and loner i have VM 4 a class which is koolash said this dude was lookin @ me durin orch 2day but w/e i doubt ne1 wood. Once i just left home in my soccer shorts n ash sed i look good in shorts but w/e 2 that 2. I SAW NICK!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!! he's like me n ash's big bro hes coooool I didnt mean on makin mike n rocio upset about not bein alone @ the movies maybe i shoulda just left w/ robert n them nut its not like i know them @ least I wouldnt have been the 3rd wheel like I always am DARN YOU!!! DARN YOU!!! PERSON THAT NO ONE SEEMS ATTRACTED 2(thats me)I miss ERICA!!!!!!!!! the fun we used 2 have its all gone yet its still in my memories :( i need sum1 or sumthin I dunno I wanna Rice Krispie I H8 High Skool!!! ........well kinda i just feel like the outcast n like every1 looks @ me weird (prob cuz I am) Vanessa Sed "the L word" 2 her bf yup i feel soo alone!! N Vixlery follos me I WAMT HER 2 STOP!!!!! UUUGGGH IT GETS FREAKIN ANNOYING!!U KNOW WUTS SAD ¿?¿?¿? GAy people can find "love" but I can't even girls dont like me (its not like I want them 2)oh well I'm sleepy I hope u all tead this Bye!!!!