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well i just had this weird vision thingy and it freaked me out. maybe not a vision but a thought. i dont know. im leaving tomorrow and im scared to. i mean what if something happens while im gone. i DO NOT trust my dad with my dog. he will prolly beat him till he's black and blue. then my bro isnt allowed to come home b/c of my dad. then i have to like do a lot of other stuff. its stressful but w/e. i feel so alone right now. the only thing i have is...well i dont even think i have anything. cept God but sometimes i dont think He is listening. its like all i need is for someone to say they love me. i never hear that anymore. i mean i do but they dont mean it. they say "aw becca i love u" but its not the friendship kind that i want, its actual love. dude why am im typing this? this is stupid. no one reads this. haha i guess thats a good thing. aaahhhh! i wanna scream while im in computer. this class is so fun tho. we never do anything. ok well i need to get off. ok bye