the viking...
can't sleep
don't feel like really updating so all i'm saying is this:
-everyone starts arriving thursday for the baby shower
-supposedly i get my paycheck (from my dad) on friday...i made a lot of cash this week...over $400...possibly 500...kick ass
-erik the viking is amazing and calls me all the time...calls me dear and lovely and baby etc...it's nauseating but ok considering he lives far enough away to where it is impossible for me to feel too smothered...therefore...i refuse to run...
-dr.s are boosting the meds...wooo to higher dosages! baaa to sparadic crying fits of rage that have no warning or purpose...for the first time i actually feel SORRY for my mother...poor thing has to put up with it...shes quite confused...
-excited to see nick...i miss my big bro
-steve is moving to mammoth next week...totally started sobbing when he told me...is he ever going to settle the fuck down!? stop moving farther and farther away damnit! says he wants to see me...a.k.a. he wants to finally fuck me before he leaves "after all...i may never see you again..." "oh i'm so sure steve jesus it's not like you're dropping off the face of the bloody planet or anything!" "how can you be so sure!" "because every time we try to get rid of each other something always brings us back together...fate's a bloody bitch out to smite us both for being slacking sons of bitches!" "what if fate decides we'll never see each other again and therefore we will have never fucked!" "wow...that makes me want to get into your pants so much more steve! jesus christ! you can be so bloody vulgar sometimes!" "me vulgar!!! coming from the crazy chick on anti-depressents!" "shut the fuck up!" "damn i want you so bad right now! when can i see you?" "as soon as i can possibly get away from this giant baby blue hellhole!" "...baby blue???" "my sister's...ugh never mind"...yes...that is steve and mine's horribly boring conversation
-i miss amber...and i think i'm going to randomly stop by her house tomorrow...YA HEAR THAT AMBER!!!! BE PREPARED!!!! :) biatch *kiss kiss*
p.s. i also want to give a hardy welcome and IIIII LUUUUUURRRRVEE YOOOOOUUUUUU!!!!!!!! to the one and only alix norton whom i haven't seen like all summer!
don't feel like really updating so all i'm saying is this:
-everyone starts arriving thursday for the baby shower
-supposedly i get my paycheck (from my dad) on friday...i made a lot of cash this week...over $400...possibly 500...kick ass
-erik the viking is amazing and calls me all the time...calls me dear and lovely and baby etc...it's nauseating but ok considering he lives far enough away to where it is impossible for me to feel too smothered...therefore...i refuse to run...
-dr.s are boosting the meds...wooo to higher dosages! baaa to sparadic crying fits of rage that have no warning or purpose...for the first time i actually feel SORRY for my mother...poor thing has to put up with it...shes quite confused...
-excited to see nick...i miss my big bro
-steve is moving to mammoth next week...totally started sobbing when he told me...is he ever going to settle the fuck down!? stop moving farther and farther away damnit! says he wants to see me...a.k.a. he wants to finally fuck me before he leaves "after all...i may never see you again..." "oh i'm so sure steve jesus it's not like you're dropping off the face of the bloody planet or anything!" "how can you be so sure!" "because every time we try to get rid of each other something always brings us back together...fate's a bloody bitch out to smite us both for being slacking sons of bitches!" "what if fate decides we'll never see each other again and therefore we will have never fucked!" "wow...that makes me want to get into your pants so much more steve! jesus christ! you can be so bloody vulgar sometimes!" "me vulgar!!! coming from the crazy chick on anti-depressents!" "shut the fuck up!" "damn i want you so bad right now! when can i see you?" "as soon as i can possibly get away from this giant baby blue hellhole!" "...baby blue???" "my sister's...ugh never mind"...yes...that is steve and mine's horribly boring conversation
-i miss amber...and i think i'm going to randomly stop by her house tomorrow...YA HEAR THAT AMBER!!!! BE PREPARED!!!! :) biatch *kiss kiss*
p.s. i also want to give a hardy welcome and IIIII LUUUUUURRRRVEE YOOOOOUUUUUU!!!!!!!! to the one and only alix norton whom i haven't seen like all summer!