Song For Dad
So I don’t know what I want to do. Sometimes I want my dad to be so proud of me and other times I can’t even imagine what it would be like.
I feel like the things that I thought that I was good at, all the sudden I find that I’m really not that good at all! Like writing-apparently my grammar sucks and I don’t have any real direction when I’m writing. And soccer, not that I was ever any good, but now I just feel so out of wack when I’m playing. I have no rhythm at all. And then piano sucks and I can’t get anything right….
But maybe it’s because I’m not really trying? Perhaps I need to apply myself more?
I feel like the things that I thought that I was good at, all the sudden I find that I’m really not that good at all! Like writing-apparently my grammar sucks and I don’t have any real direction when I’m writing. And soccer, not that I was ever any good, but now I just feel so out of wack when I’m playing. I have no rhythm at all. And then piano sucks and I can’t get anything right….
But maybe it’s because I’m not really trying? Perhaps I need to apply myself more?